<3......when you realize that you can't live without him, no matter the circumstances; no matter how mad you get at him or upset with him, you can't get yourself to be without him....even the very thought of losing him makes you feel uneasy...because he is the only one for you. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now and i knew a long time ago that he is the one for me, but i realize it even MORE now that is definitely the one and he only one that i want in my life. I look at other people my age and i wonder how they can go day to day, going out and meeting new people and have a relationship for a couple weeks and then move on to a new person. I understand it's called dating, but come on. I realized that i couldn't possibly, or even enjoy doing that again. The meeting, the date, the getting-to-know-you , the whole shaaa-bang of the dating life again. I just couldn't do that because it seems so complicated to me now whenever i think about it because people who date around that are my age never want (or seems like) they don't want to commit. I mean yes, i'm 20 years old, but i'm old enough to know what i want i life and know how to satisfy my needs and wants. That's how you know, when you know that the person that you're with is the one you want to spend the rest of your life with, when you realize that you couldn't possibly live life without this person. Because he's the one who makes you complete and the one who makes you happy and whole within. No matter how angry he makes you, at the end of the day he's the one you want to kiss and the one you want to wrap your arms around. He's the one that you can't be mad at any morethan a couple of hours. He's the one you want to fall asleep next to every night and the one you want to wake up to every morning for the rest of your life. The way he looks at you and the way he makes you feel better just by coming to see you at work. The way he kisses you hello after a long day at work. The way he kisses you goodbye when he says i'll see you after work. The way he waits for you to get home and cooks you dinner. The way he is playful with you after a long day. The way he touches you in the middle of the night. Holds you close...holds you tight. The way he just smiles at you and makes your day. The way he says i love you when you need to hear it the most. The way he says your name. The nicknames you have for each other. The way he jokes around with you. The special nickname he calls only you. The way he carries a conversation with you. Whether it's about life, relationships, history, movies, music, school, jobs, gaming (halo 3), friends, daily drama, cars, sports, daily issues...etc. He has an answer for everything. He listens to what you have to say, but he will debate on if you are right or wrong based on his morals...or what he's heard or experienced. He is tall. He is handsome. He is smart. He has personality. He is stubborn. He is a procrastinator. He is outgoing. He is nice. He is moody. He can make you laugh until you cry. He is hard-working. He is loving. He is sweet...sometimes. He knows what you are thinking and what you are feeling just by looking at you. He knows your likes and your dislikes and knows how to push your buttons. But....he's perfect. His imperfections are overlooked upon and to you, he is perfect. Because his imperfections make him who he is and that is what you love about him. He's perfect in your eyes no matter what others may say or think about him because you love him with everything you are. He's your other half. He is the one.
Love like you've never been hurt,
Kessica
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